Sunday, November 20, 2005:
you know, i just hate it how people dont keep thier word, when they say okay and then they go back on it and pretend that oh i never said it, or oh, i'm not going to get it for you anymore. i've had it for the past like 16 years of my life, (okay maybe not THAT long. its just since when i started learning how to keep MY promises) and its starting to REALLY get to me. how am i going to keep trusting people from now on.? i really hate this. and dont ever blame me if i do something against what you say i cant do, or if i lose my trust in you. i'm sorry, but i cant help it. really.
god if you're there, just help me not to do something that i will regret. something that isnt what i would normally do. help me not to lose my trust.
anyway. on to MORE postive stuff. today was totally a blast. (: wahhahaa.. went for 8.30 sunday sch and 10.30 shineforth today... and we watched part two of evolution during sunday school. hahhaa. waaa. that guy on the video is super corny and he keeps exaggerating. haha. ah well. (: we're going to have a class lunch tmr to socialise and make the class more united.. so we might go to our sunday's school teacher's house for lunch.. wheeee. i love brmc.. (: (: (:
and we (kaye claire me clem dean james brian kenneth mike drew beng) went for lunch and roamed about orchard for a while. ate a pastamania, haha. to kinda celebrate the ends of o's just that i dint really talk that much cos i was kinda tired and sleepy (i ONLY HAD LIKE 7 HOURS OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT LA!! :S ) then after the camp comm people went back to church for camp meeting, the rest of us (kaye me dean kenneth mike drew) went to jalan jalan until about 345 then we went back to church for games. haha. it was the most exciting captain's ball match i ever played.. (: hehehe. then this person who was in the hostel kept shouting vulgarities at us cos we were too noisy with the cheering and he couldnt study for his a's. sorry.. how are we to know right, and somemore he didnt have to keep saying f.u. right. heh. i was so shocked la.. :s
HEEHEHE. i cant wait till church camp! :D its gonna be so fun!! heheh. i mean like. its CHURCH CAMP! wheeee. so happy. i've got alot of stuff lined up for the hols and i cant wait. i think i shall add a calendar to my bloggiee.. hehehe.
need to go la. harry potter's on soon.. hahaha. i guess i'm more calm now. its good therapy, blogging is.. heh. (:
onward ho. econs tuition tmr. my first encounter with the bloody humans i'm gonna be taking next year. :S not looking forward to it. haha. but since its the necessity. oh well then, better to be positive about it. maybe i'll do somewhat better. hehe.
oh yes. i've fallen in love with fried mars bars and muddy mud pies. :) HEHE. they rawkk.
okay la okay la. i'm going going gone.. :D
a shout of praise.
7:14 PM
